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"Dreams are merely the rippled reflections of our waking life."

If this is true, I should start writing down my own dreams. I could have a better view of my own mind and how it works. And if I'm masking my emotions and how I really am.

Uh... sortof. I don't personally put too much stock in 'interpreting' my dreams as indicative of anything in particular. I'm sure I was thinking about UMass that day and I had this summer on my mind.

Yes, I suppose it's only rape if you make it rape ;)

Rape requires an unwilling second party. Dreams take place within your mind.

Yws, so it would be something like raping air if it's in your dream....No, more like...Oh well. It's not real, but it feels real, which is weird

You're not hearing what I'm saying. Rape REQUIRES an unwilling second party. It takes two to rape-tango. Two living persons. A rapER and a rapEE.

I understand that. Since you are the only one there, you can't rape in a dream. I get it. My point is SEX-Yes imaginary dream sex-feels real for some reason

Feels real because your brain has stored physical memory of the events that have occurred in your life. You know what things taste, feel, sound, look, and smell like. The release of endorphins and/or dopamine is probably real as well. For all intents and purposes: dreams ARE real.

That's slightly disturbing...It is because I had a dream where I slaughtered all of my friends brutally and without mercy

That's an example of something that you wouldn't share with your friends. Just like how I DON'T share any remotely sexual dreams involving female acquaintances with said acquaintances.

Doesn't mean you're secretly a psychopath, by the way. Though I have to say, I've never had a dream where I was personally responsible for great evil.

Yes. I love my friends, so I don't know why I would dream such a thing. But I also have dreams where I am capable of and perform great good. Such as the aforementioned dream with powers. I saved my friend from death by stopping a bullet, using time to make a missile explode harmlessly in the air, etc.

I had a wet dream in which i sucked your cock. then i woke up, realized it wasnt a dream, cried myself to sleep, and had the same dream with the same result.

a viscious cycle....

I still love your sig. Can I marry it?

Ha ha. I grow more and more proud of that thing every day. YOU TAKE CARE OF 'IM, he's my special boy :' )

all my dreams seem to be on crack. Last night I was dreaming that i was driving a car (crappy car) and my friend was flying next to my dressed like a chicken. then i hit a pebble and the car crashes and i go flying to a Rush concert on the moon. I get hammered and get into a fight with EyeLovePozzy (I win easily), then I kill his boyfriend. After that I play a game of Monopoly with Sanjay (he wins... he Always wins). Then on the way home Pozzy's mom starts yelling at me. I shoot her. then my friend dressed like a chicken runs up and rapes the body until Cornial Sanders kills him and cooks him. So once I get home I'm about to eat my chicken dinner and then I wake up.

0_O

What was wrong with my comment?!

Nothing. I just don't keep anything on my userpage related to moderating.

I had a good dream last night. I had a gold aura. I was so excited. Then it was a nightmare when I found out I was a review mod, not a BBS

I weep for your psyche.

Unrelated to the news post.

Call me a suck up but I don't think your singing is that bad.

Ha ha. That's the whole thing, NOBODY thinks my singing is THAT bad, it's just more fun to say it is than that it isn't.

Well... the Stacy's Mom recording that I did was pretty terrible at parts.

Ah well, I dug up a better mic from the depths of my old computer parts box, so I'm probably gonna cover some more crap sometime soon. Shits n' giggles and all.

I curled up into a ball and cried for 10 minutes after waking up.

There's definitely something endlessly sad about that.

Then I remembered that I get to see my girl today and bitch slapped my emo side to the back. ( I have MPD, so I have three personalities: Emo,Psycho, and Fun,AKA Nicholas, Nick, and Nicky G. I'm usually Nick)

"Yet, there is general agreement that the cause of MPD is repressed memories of childhood sexual abuse. The evidence for this claim has been challenged, however, and there are very few reported cases of MPD afflicting children." from http://skepdic.com/mpd.html

My guess for myself is that one day the daily stress I deal with snapped my mind into three pieces. Right now I'm Nicky G. though. Nick is a product of the snap, which caused me to turn psycho. Nicholas was made long before Nick or Nicky G. He's repressed now most of the time. I've never been sexually abused though.

I don't think you have DID is what I'm saying. I just think you'd like to believe so because it makes you more interesting and gives you an excuse for acting out in some cases.

Whatever, though. Obviously I'm no doctor and I guess I should assume you had it properly diagnosed by someone with a PhD in medicine.

Though I haven't had it diagnosed, I am an anti-social person. I don't talk to anyone that much but my beloved, and I don't need MPD to make me more interesting. I would rather NOT have it if I do. I myself strongly believe I have it, but it may just be my Asperger's that I misinterpreted. THAT has been diagnosed by PhD certified physicians.

howd you do that animation and post it on NG?

I demand you sing some more. It will amuse me.

Thy will be done.

That .gif is hawt.

Wat... so this is a real dream?!? Because I never have dreams :( I feel like a retard who can't walk... except I can walk. I just can't dream :(

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